I am a procrastinator to my core. So it should not be surprising that I am writing, “Happy New Year” at the end of New Year’s Day. Like many people, my mind has been replaying the ups and downs of 2015, and wondering what 2016 has in store.
The last few weeks of 2015 proved to be slightly challenging. You would think I would be filled with ideas of how I’m going to attack 2016 differently, but I feel just as clueless as I normally do this time of year. Even thought I gave up New Year’s resolutions many moons ago, it’s hard to escape the feeling of hope that comes with the beginning of a New Year. I have no grand game plan for 2016, but I look forward to this new start simply because I’ve been blessed with it.
Today, I thank God for his grace. I thank God for new beginnings in every way He wishes me to experience them this year. I pray that as hard as it feels sometimes, that he will continue to align my will with his. I pray for wisdom to hear his voice and the courage to follow it boldly. I pray that I will be more grace filled, not only with those around me, but also with myself. I pray that I will learn to silence that voice that beats me up and tells me I’m a horrible mother, wife, teacher, fill in the blank, and remember every day I am striving to grow in his grace. I am a child of God, not Jesus himself, so I will make mistakes. I pray I will remember to look for the lesson and keep on moving because the only way to truly fail is to stop trying.
I wish these same things for those of you who will read this. 2016 let’s do this!